summer
last summer, i met you.
i dated you…then i loved you.
i knew you were the one. the one i’d encounter, eventually meet and love forever.
time and time again you were ripped away from me, longing for your love and presence. thinking you were too far, i couldn’t have been helped. so i lost myself.
selfishlty i was aimlessly fixing my concerns. time and time again i knew i was completely absurd. thinking of what i did wrong, how i did you wrong and what i can fix. but thinking all of this put me on future bliss
last summer you stole my heart. without you this summer i know id fall apart.
it was then and there i knew we could make things right. from time and time again i know it could have been so easy and flight.
but you know what? i knew this could be done. i could change things around. not alone but together and since then i wouldnt run, leave move or change. i changed for the best, for me and you hand in hand. we can do this i’m sure. i dont want it to be cyclical because this summer i know i want you and would never lose you-ever again
being in love with you was the best gift God could give me. i knew if it wasnt right, God would forsake me. i’m really not religious, maybe it’s justr destiny. but dream is destiny and i dream of being with you every day of every year.
this summer i want to take you on dates. i want to hold your hand and meet your family. i want to be the woman you hold, caress and keep you company. i want to woman who takes you on new dates, old dates and just be silly. i want to go to the beach like old times sake. stayimg on the beach and running our finger tips through the sand. it was last summer i told you “there are more stars in the sky than every grain of sand in every beach in the entire world” and i love you even more than that. if love is quantitative that’s what it would be and i know that’s more miles than here to the moon and back around (or maybe not). this summer i want to eat ice cream and walk along the board walk, go with you to different events in manhattan. i want to help you with your major, hell i’m learning it too. i want to be the best and the one and only for you. i want to travel along the shores and see your smile from ear to ear. i want to cuddle with you at home and watch movies from the rear. i want to hear you smile and say i love you a million timesfolded. i want to show you things you have never seen before. i want to experience the bets burger all over town. i want to share a cup of coffee with you in the mornings evenings and sundown. i want coffee with you since you keep me strong, bold and awake. i may fall asleep so gently in your arms but awake doesnt mean cognzant of whats going on. i am cognicent of your everlasting love because from this moment forth i know for me you are the one.
i can not wait to spend my summer with you.
